black spider-man 3 by medicom

EGM june n blu-ray goodfellows from HMV heeren

2mrw will be the screen opening for spidy3. not sure if i'll get to catch it 2mrw

falcon's hangar managed to get their shipment for black spidy3 n venom. i only ordered black spidy3, venom tho appears undersize, he looks vicious with that sticking tongue.

i love the hexagonal pattern on this costume.

the black spidy has a evil looking spider on his costume, while the red/blue costume's spider is more tame.

it's a sin

another fruitful trip dwon funan and town.

no sign of new PSU3 but last copy left at kino taka. a few spotted at computer book store at funan and it's mph shop.

PSW, is this my first copy? special find: bape zine, 2 HD titles from That's Music (gramophone capitol's HD selection remains pathetic, and the prices were not like fab too, just marginally cheaper. and the return code1 dvd from laser falir.

i had a serving of meltz KFC in the car on my drive back. now the momo steering smells of cheeze and taco.

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king of comedy

trip to town demmed fruitful. PSU3 #8 scheduled out 2mrw evening finally came in, a day ahead. but i guess i should have avoided town, now ended up with another zine that i was to avoid, 360, but the horrorr article and the forza2 report was extensive, i couldnt resist. 2 titles of blu-ray disc adds to my collection, aeon flux and momento, from that's music midpoint. $54 each.

bought this on monday, but i failed to recall from where. ahh, kino liang court. but i'm surprise not to see it 2day at kino taka. strange but true.

someone watches over me

twiggy of late is fond of sitting over huge pillows. a naughty chaps.

star wars insider new look. new publisher.

my remaining toys PART 1 : medicom star wars kubricks

after wiping out most of my toys collection (in exchange for cash for bad times) .... there are still great stuffs in my vaults, rare to some 21st century joiners.

star wars master replicas, medicom kubricks and be@rbricks, 12inch figures, star wars 3 3/4inchs are the remaining sections. and i must commemorate this as they are well streamlined. tho i wish to be a completist, it's apparently absurb unless we have unlimited funds. i'm still proud of my treasures.

2day we feature Star Wars Kubricks by Medicom toys. i was fortunate to have visited 1/6 project shop in tokyo in 2002. a concept toy shop specialized in medicom toys, hidden from the busy streets. digital life u can never trust, when your hard disk crash your negatives are goners.

this is PART1. my love for medicom toys and star wars collabration continues.

this is the mail-in set offered only in japan. i got this via ebay.

series 1 features the bounty hunters. medicom joined in the fun by releasing variants /chasefigures hidden in cartons. got this set from action city.

series 2, got this from falcon's hangar. i have the sandtrooper chase and the friggin dan variant. wow they are still bagged.

series 3. i was shocked one day when i checked to realized i didnt have the c3po. i must have mistakednly thrown it away. i oreder it as a individul item which cost a bomb. original set i got them from falcon's hangar. and i have the han solo out of carbonite chase.

i was at hong kong when this set was launched, series4. i was broked as usual and bought only vader, with a 12inch vader from superman toys. my wife shipped them in secretly when we return as a gift for me from ebay.

series 5 via falcon's hangar. bagged.

series 6 also from falcon's hangar. good sorce for my toys, i'm a long serving customer.

and series 7. blue guard chased figure. the new series should come sometime this year.

medicom tied down with toys r us with box set. one new set of 5 should be realsed anytime soon. i got the above both from Toyquest.

and the ultimate would be this gift from my wife. boba fett 400% bounty hunter shop exclusive. this is the rarer one.

and not forgetting another great set from my wife .... max rebo band set. awesome!

til next time i'll take more picutres of my rare toy collection. i would have a musuem, but now it's just a vualt remaining.

RISE

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plush milo

hey i thought i'm gonna stop buying Playstation Official Magazine UK and Xbox World? well the contents look good. and there's the milo kids book with free plush milo and FiRST with a limited cover.

girl at kino was conversant to answer my questions, explaining PSU3 is the former Next3 and it's delayed, they didnt receive the shippment yesterday. that's the kind of sales person i wanna speak to.

so here goes for my list of magazines i'll follow:-

EGM US / Game Informer / Xbox World / PSU3 / Playsattion Official Magazine UK / Star Wars Insider

little plush milo is hanged on my rear view mirror now, dangling.

SHOOTER: a good movie, action packed, great acting from mark walhberg.

rattle snake shake

i used to lead a flamboyant lifestyle. not of clubs and alcohol, or women and exotic cars, styled apartments and member clubs, but of of rare toys, cool music, and a mind of my own.

fate has it's cruel intentions to get back at us.

i've only failed thrice, once on my taekwandoe, once on literature studies and finally my approach course in 1999. but failure seems like a neighbour of late, for the passed few years at least. i'm a walking disaster, or disaster walks with me like my shadow.

i've fought 2 devils at once and i won. but troubles never go away.

i've now got to give up this flamboyant lifestlye now. for passed few months, i've sold so much of my treasures that the numbness starts to hurt.

my wife just lost her job 2day, it'll mean more things must part me.

what's current in me now i guess is my games, my escapism to this torturous life, god put us on earth to get us tested, heaven is the ultimate end, not suicide or combustion.

i guess i'll go go for a sad dvd movie later, but i know i got plenty to do still, to list out 10 brothersworker figures. i hope they can fetch 1k or above, tho i must have paid more.

i would wish i could have all my belongings, to be with me to be displayed when i get my new home, a museum of great rare toys, but now, reality kicks in, like a curb stomp, fucking brutal, no time to think, just pure pain. all things my pass, all things must passed away.

i'm pretty into the francise of metal gear solid for the past few days. i love the artwork and this anti-hero snake is like the ultimate ego. my psp that my wife bought few years back is revived for my study on MGS.

call me snake, or big boss the legendary solider!

a short conversation ending up in a divorce

all things must pass
all things must passed away

i've got the chance to go to the cinemas 2day for a afternoon matinee, "the number 23". i went in with full anticipation, a movie reviewed as not so good by others, i went in as usual with an opened mind.

the obssesion with the number 23, how 23 itself is decoded to many incidents, added sum of dates and names, a strong story base that could almost be invented to another da vinci code, but ended with a lack lustre pyscho-mind drama. not a too strong portrayal this time by comedian 'i can be serious' jim carey as lead, co-starring scream queen toughie virginia "candyman" madsen, the movie went to it's peak of learning the truth to the reason of 23, dips deep into a non-related to the whole theory ultimately. 23 was forgotten in the movie and will be forgotten. i do find however a interesting view by the writer, to have walter sparrow's son to believe and join the quest of the truth to 23, a real life view of the new generation's interest in the paranormal and conspiracies of today's world. and who doesnt suspect their wife is having an affair, and to choose to close one eye or never.

life dips badly on mine too now. more of my tresures and love, will go to auction, need to generate more funds to fund the chasing banks .... sick, PUSH.

naked snake fever

do i need a remedy? i fall harder each day, tested to my limits. i screwed up .... i get screwed. life goes on. promises .... promised. FIGHT.

naked snake's rubber suit indeed is pretty delicate. hope the harsh local weather will not incur damage in long term.

as usual, priced higher among market's 1/6th figure, this medicom produce is simple but yet awesome.

this is the third installment of this limited figure, called the square camo wonder fest version, from the renowned playstation 2 game "metal gear solid 3 : snake eater". box art is also well conceived.

they called this the zombie face. eh.

FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT

i'm paranoia when it comes to money lately. any reduction in the bank i will list something out at forums or my auctions at yahoo, some treasure will soon part and lands cheap in some1's hands. happy they are happy i am.

b4 the world ends, or when my world collaspe, i'll pray, for i'm not ready to give up yet. FIGHT.

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greed and complacency

the thunder roars in a distance, troubled heart apparent / choppy seas for the seamen, the world continue to threaten with neverending worries. the immaculateness of a young born, the sleep we all thought peaceful, grows to complacency, dies with disease of this world, the disease of complacency.

i've revived my psp futher with a new capcase, new phones, and a new game Metal Gear Solid Portable Ops. compliment with a 12inch snake Eater by medicom, a move that is too taxiing for now. greed.

if i stop praying, will god read blogs? i'll pray, god dont read blogs.

jesus is generous

jesus is generous. i came home late but to see a amazon box over my laptop and no one was home. my parents had received this package and i didnt missed it, else a self-collection needs to be executed only til monday [oh my gawd]. my final batch of blu-rays n hddvd arrived. movie time!

my current 360 / PS3 / HD DVD / blu-ray disc collection. "i forget myself".

i cant fight (this felling any longer)

been selling plenty of my treasures of late, getting some returns for my daily life. selling old stuff becomes a habit, like a jedi, no attachments.

a cab came into the yellow box, blocking me, i took my cam, took a pic of him, just to antagonize, and he ultimatley gave way to me when traffic moves on. balless.

my batch of bluray n hd dvd arrived 2day, just b4 i set off to sell virtua fighter 5 off. i am no good seriously in fighting games.

game informer

occupation

ayumi hamasaki's new greatest hits "black n white" albums doesnt really appeal. i'm too used to her last studio work "secret".

i've never been good at the fighting genre of games. buying "virtua fighter 5" was a daring move. tried it once, got plenty to get use to. "ridge racer 7"'s grand prix mode is getting more fun as i go along. i've got "resistance: fall of man" n "motorstorm" to keep me occupied for the coming days. 360 takes a major break.

finding more things to keep myself occupied. cleaning my room is one big delayed project that will yield plenty acheivement.

sleep and rest, exercise perhaps .... all in the queue. and liquor as well. i must say again that baron's strong brew i got at the petrol kiosk never tasted any sweeter.

game
sleep
clean
work

i can eat cheap. food to me is just a meal. some pple are too particular about food. they cant eat food that is regard not up to standard. i can. food to me is just a meal. it's better when food is good n cheap. it makes it really worth the eat.

it's friday. 1 hour to saturday. somehow 2nite i look forward to sleep, contrary last nite i loathed n fear sleeping.

i've got 1 $20 cd to buy b4 i get 1 below $20 cd from gramaphone. i've got to buy my wife's delayed KDK fan.

i'm sitting where there's pple, a scene i remembered.

tears rolled down

how times passed when we stop watching time. how many things undone when we attend to the current. how nice life was, but the gust of wind can change us. how we wish we could go back to the perfect simple hours.

tears rolled down.


if we could only try, to reminisce. if we could, just for another time, return to that past, to love that moment, and the clock stops ticking, and give up my present .... i would.


if we can stop, to listen, what our heart really says .... the promised land .... is all shattered.

work .... i just need a break .... but what can i do to hide my fear .... to go away? to where? can that heal?


time ticks so slow that i fear every second. every second swings longer, the irony of life passing by, and we forget to love.


the loneliness and emtpiness inside me, grew wilder, for this is the 4th month.



my beautiful wife on her last birthday. jurong hill. life could be so nice. God is listening. God watches. God tortures.

an angel with broken wings

woke up this morning feeling totally strange.

fell apart with my wife last nite when i blew up.

if she could sit down and understand .... before i transformed to burst in stress.

hope she'll be fine on her own for now, same prayers nightly without my usual routine.

emptiness fills me, worst emptiness than it has already been.

pple changed. if only life could be sweet as before, simple like the past .... i'm still the same me.

virtua fighter

happiness is short-lived, a statement over used but commonly true. i was still in a complacent attitude, singing to disco tunes in the car of the likes of bee gees, having a helluva time after clocking some good cash from selling my old toys. tho it's hardwork, having to deal with dead bidders, fussy buyers, delaying meetups, resulting in mind drains, lack of sleep, the cash that came in was kind enuff to give me a good meal for a long time. i had treated myself with some omu rice. so much that i'm not used to, for i've been eating less and cheap i guess of late.

i fasted yesterday, skipping supper n breakfast. i could skip lunch, wait til dinner, to make it a 24hour fasting, for God to forgive me, to remember me, to help me.

my earnings were put into good use for family emergency.

selling my toys had it's meaning. it's not for my recovery, but to aid others. it's not for my luxury, but to help others. have i gone selfish, being sad for the addiction of savings or having money in the bank that could not be fulfilled? i guess that depends on what emergency we're talking about.

God continue to look after me. my manager called me 2day to be recalled for work with double pay. i rejected him. i was all prepared last night, that if they call me i'll go. it's good money, money that's easier to earn than selling my fucking toys. but somehow i took a rejection route. i dunno what got into me ....

the pros of returning is for the money. the pros for not returning i could catch up with my life, my wife. and catching up with my life will be delivering toys, playing some games on my PS3, watching some dvd .... and the pros of having more money is to live.

the cons of returning to work is my TIME will be sucked. i'll be unable to do all the things i drafted. but i could push myself a little more like i use to, the more u push the better u get. squeeze every fuck drop of my time, i can accomplish it.

thing is, am i suffering from fatigue already? do i need a little more rest? has my temper gone haywire? could a little more rest 2day reward me my recovery and i'll discover my zest?

i've learn thru the game "the sims" in the late 90s. u'll need to balance yourself with work, money, entertainment, excercise, interaction. a person will be eccentric if a trait is lacked. i've alwasy been imbalanced, somewhat pple call this group of pple "cool". but frankly, they're freaking imbalanced, just like me.

i cleaned up my 12inch figures earlier. some shit i could have done for quite awhile. the room looked like a fucking mess. and i need to play my games. for i'm just fucking imbalanced. not going back today to work is alright, the manager seems alittle let down by my reaction. hope no opinions are formed. i've got to live with my decision, it's time for a break, sacrifice money, and i'll go alonger mile with sufficient mind rest, and i emphasize, MIND rest. for my body doesnt need rest, it's just a carcass.


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705pm movie at vivocity is booked. i told my wife, "i fucking need to watch this movie". her reply, "yup, me too". it's been some separation between us, bout time i should patch it back. we'll gonna watch "the messengers". horror movies gets us excited.

things flow .... god knows .... human waits.

sonofabitch

had 5 fellows came over this morning to collect their won auctions from my impressive feat at yahoo auctions singapore. one fellow mentioned "your's is like ebay, never do u see such agressive bidding at yahoo auctions singapore". and some mentioned the other day that the things you sell were rare.

guess i've always wanted to be known to be famous for something. or infamous, notorious, notorious .... eh, that sounds like arcadia, retro.

my dad was home to recieve a package from amazon. my in-laws neighbours always have bulk visits from the courier of amazon goodies. but what's strange in the amazon box was 2 disc i ordered with a pre-order item. i know they split my shipping, but i was expecting 3 more HD disc to come b4 this lot.

and with my spree shopping at town 2day, after meeting more buyers of my auctions at cityhall mrt, which was obvious a crazy place to meetup. now i have 4 HD disc consisting of 3bluray n 1 HD DVD. n i have a bluray remote now, no more fiddling with that sixaxis sonofabitch. did u see Mission Impossible there, hey i still buy DVDs .... n got motorstorm from gamescore, some extreme action on the fastest machine in town.

twiggy's 3 can of solid gold. this little pup is spoilt for this serving.

gameaxis did arrive, is this my last free copy?

after this i'm gonna spend some quality time with my dad, have my dinner over tv, have a shower, wait for 1 more buyer to come over at 9, then it's PS3 / High Definition video time.